Hurt

I'm sure we have all been hurt once or twice somewhere along the way. By a family member, a boyfriend, or even your best friend. Often the hurt they caused can be forgotten and you can move on as if nothing ever happened. But then there are those rare occurrences where you have been cut so deeply into your heart that you can feel nothing but the nearly unbearable pain you have to endure. When these moments come around, we tend to not know what to do because we have never experienced anything quite like it, like we were punched in the stomach and the wind was knocked right out of you. It's an awful feeling and I honestly hope none of you have to ever experience it. For those of you have or are, I'd like to say I have some great advice for you and some wise words that will just make everything seem okay again. I don't. Not a clue. My only conclusion is that you have to be close enough for someone to hurt you so the only way to never get hurt again is to never become close to anyone ever again. And that's what has happened to me. I've been completely ruined and I surely hope they are happy. I don't trust anyone; even the ones I love the most. It's weird to not trust anyone and its hard to not become too close with anyone. Life is a long path of disappointment and let downs. So never expect anything highly of anyone because you can't, you never can. Human beings are the most selfish of individuals ever created; we live in a very sad life. But what gets me through is God.

Romans 12:9-21 really put things into perspective for me last night and I encourage everyone to read it.